When I say “I want to be tied up”
what I’m really saying is
“I want to trust you enough to let go.”
When I say “I want to be slapped”
what I’m really saying is
“That sting makes me feel real.”
When I say “I want be spanked”
what I’m really saying is
“I want to feel accountable to you.”
When I say “I want be gagged”
what I’m really saying is
“Help me silence the thoughts in my brain.”
When I say “I want to be used”
what I’m really saying is
“I need to feel small and insignificant.”
When I say “I want to be defiled”
what I’m really saying is
“I feel dirty. Make it go away.”
When I say “I want be forced ”
what I’m really saying is
“Help me not feel guilty about my desires.”
“When I say “I want to be marked”
what I’m really saying is
“I need to feel you here even when you’re not.”
When I say “I’m yours”
what I’m really saying is
“I love the way you love me.”
When I say “I love you”
I mean just that.
– compliKated
